In her opinion she may become emotionally attached to another lover and she did not want to ruin what we had. And as she rightly said You dont want th...t either, do you! She was right of course, I didnt- but I was still consumed by the thought of her as a toy for groups of men! My mind was in turmoil! For a few weeks nothing happened, then one night she confessed how she had been on the site and exchanged one or two messages with Jarvis whilst I was out. He had sent a few more pics and expressed. I thought about ‘What catches your eye?’ and I kept going back to these pink and white flowers. Tracy came back with a stack of papers and seeing what I was looking at said, ‘Peonies. What do you think it is attracting you to them?’ ‘Well, they look really pretty, extremely feminine, and incredibly fragile.’ ‘Touch one, Ray.’ I did and was surprised. The flowers looked like tissue paper, like they would crumble if I touched them, and it is true the petals were very soft and delicate. But the. He had taught me that most adults seriously misjudged how much little kids understood about the world around them. My time with him had given me some insight into how to deal with my own children, and I hoped that Carol would listen to what I hoped Elyse was saying to her.I finished the circuit and Elyse signaled it was OK to come back to where they were. It was almost time to head back to the house so we could get back to work, so I put Matthew in the carriage and called Jesse over. We all. One thing I can tell you nowthough, a very large hacienda is waiting for you!"CHAPTER 18 The flight was indeed very short and soon we were landed at Oaxaca townairport and we took a taxi for the bus station.I was fully dressed as Crissie, wearing my favourite Mexican blouse andskirt outfit and I was relieved to notice that nobody paid any specialattention to me. The airport security was not particularly strict forinternal flights and nobody questioned my boarding pass where my realname was.