He continued in a very sad voice "Do you feel happy about teasing a poor old servant like this? Is that what you are doing?" No, Chandan, come on, ple...se." Bela said, suddenly feeling sorry for Chandan and looking at things his way. "I had a pretty wife too, you know. She died from tuberculosis." Chandan said, now tears streaming down his eyes, much to Bela's horror. "But I never remarried, because I could not forget her. I have not been with a woman in 20 years. You think that's easy?"Bela. Jack didn’t answer right away. The deaths of this time were few compared to what he had been required to do in his timeline. He had been required to kill constitutionalists, Christian Fundamentalists, antitaxers, and free marketers. Those groups were only a drop in the bucket. The biggest group of antigovernment people was mothers.He asked, “Do you know how many women protested having their children taken away from them?”“No.”“There were tens of thousands of them. My job was to eliminate the. I could almost taste the tension. The sexual tension. Between us. In the end, I had to take a deep breath, breaking the spell. Julia turned and strode away. She stood at the foot of the ladder for a moment looking back at me, then climbed up swiftly and disappeared into the darkness of the barn. I watched the delicious rotation of her backside as she climbed. I climbed back on the fence, saw Jasmine riding hard across the field, back to the barn. Her hair flying free behind her, she was holding. She finished out the day, but never said anything to me about it when she got home, fearing I would make her quit. I have heart issues and we live on my disability check each month which isn't much. The next day started out fine and she thought things were going to be ok after all.That turned out to be short lived. He started pressing himself against her again but stayed there not backing off. My wife was just about to tell him to back up, when he reached up, grabbed her hand and place it on.