In other words, I believe it is virtually impossible for anyone to have achieved a second merge. I believe the third probability to be zero, or so clo...e to it that it makes no difference.In summary, the modern age being such a tiny proportion of humanity's existence, I believe I am the first human to have achieved two déjà vu merges.]]^We soon learned that having four minds was everything we'd experienced from the first merge, only much more so.Communicating among myselves was a richer, more. That oughta make you close to sixty years old when you get out of the pen."Erin gasped. I couldn't even make a sound. She gathered her courage and whispered, "It was my idea. I suggested it."He sneered at her and asked, "And you are the adult here?"I ignored the tears that were rolling down my cheeks in a steady stream now. I choked back a sob and said, "I was desperate."He didn't yell at me. So I continued. "We haven't had any food in the house in days. I can't find a job. We are getting. Darla, go ahead and find one of yourrobes from back then. Not sure if we even packed them away," Helen saidturning Matt back around after she closed the dress and tied the sash."Come on baby girl let's go start your album." In there," Helen said nodding towards the living room. Matt movedthrough the kitchen and into the living room as Helen moved past. Shewent to a nice looking vintage roll up desk and picked up a smallcamera. "Sit there in the chair, bring your legs together, hands foldedin. Two days were spent at the Model Engineering exhibition. Tom couldn't enter the competition. The entry forms should have been sent in a month ago but the organisers gave him a stand where he could put the engine on show. Each day they took Vivienne along. At first she was most self-conscious at sitting behind the stand facing the public and having them face her. Tom insisted she bring along some of her ornamental turning and soon involved her in any discussions. Most model engineers were also.