The first night itself I knew things were different. My dreams became more erotic and even when I woke up they felt so real. Don’t you get that feel...ng sometimes in the mornings when you wake up? The tentacles still clinging to the conscious mind and you can still feel the passions as if they were of the day before and not of the unconscious mind?” Melissa nodded but did not interfere in the story. “Well my dreams still felt too real to be shrugged off as dreams for I woke up with a gigantic. Then he put his hand on my face and gave me a kiss. “Yes I do. Angela, it's a bigger step than you think. It's not just moving into an apartment, it would mean we're out there. We'll be a real couple that's out there and not just living in our parents house. And we don't have to move out of state. We can just move into the apartment complex by the mall. They gotta have at least one open,” Steve replied. “Well OK. I'm not 100% sure about this. But if you seriously want it, I'll do it with you.. "I've not been out and about much recently to know if that's pukka. Lenny will arrive at nine, and he will recognise you from the description I gave him. A tall, skinny, pug ugly bastard with a long nose."I laughed. "That's me to a tee, Gino."He had regained the verve and spirit of old now I had agreed to meet the mysterious Lenny, and we spent the rest of the time until visiting hours ended reminiscing, and laughing of our times together. As I stood up to leave the room he said, "I knew I. Sometimes, when I am walking outside I will simply stare at the world around me. It is funny how we can live our whole life without ever really living. To simply exist. I sometimes wonder if I am truly meant to be something in this world. I always seem to look at things so much differently than everyone else. I smile when others are silent, I laugh when no one is around…I am different. When I am all alone I feel as though I am mere inches from some great truth that I am supposed to find and.