Things came to a head after a couple of months I told him I was so sorry for what I had done but if he could not forgive me I would leave I could not...go on like this, he looked shocked said I have forgiven you I said it does not feel like it I told him he was hardly talking to me he said he was sorry but he had things going on he had to get straight in his head I told him to talk to me about it he said ok its late now but we will go for a drink tomorrow night then I have something I need to. I used my fingers, a beer bottle and god knows what else. At some point it seemed to turn into a friendly competition between me and Stacy as to who would be the dirtiest girl. They called us every name you could think of. “I did things that night that I thought I would never do. I know I did all if it because I was drunk, but I remember being so turned on doing those things that they could have gotten me to do anything that night. Well, Stacy and I ended up back at her place and we passed out. She said, "You need to hold still if you want this to be over with soon." I of course, obeyed instantly. She then inserted both her index fingers into the same canal that the doctor does during a hernia check, but instead of checking for a hernia, she just pressed really hard with both fingers at the same time. That was a crazy feeling. And once again, the babysitter is watching all this. The doctor then told me to stand up and walk the length of the room twice. I asked whether or not I could. "Grandpa said to keep your legs open, little girl. If you don't do as I say, I will punish you, do you understand?" I felt shamed and scared that he would make me leave, and I nodded even as tears pricked my eyes. I spread my legs out as far as they would go, and Hank resumed his assault on my tiny little nipples. When he was done, they were bright pink, and stood out against my pale skin. Mildred took two more photos and set the camera aside.My legs burning, my chest stinging, and my bare.