You’re wonderful,” she answered. It was the first time she’d ever had an orgasm without direct attention to her bud. She took it as one more sig... that she’d wasted far too much time searching for her other half, when it had always been right there in Nathan, patiently waiting for her to realize it.She moaned as she thought that it could only get better with practice.He wrapped an arm around her, and she scooted up for a kiss. As soon as their lips parted, he said, “I love you. It’s like a dream. Pam snuggled into my arms as I maneuvered to keep my cup out of her way. We watched the dancing flames and sat in silence for several minutes.She reflected, "Life is so unpredictable. Three days ago, I never thought I'd meet someone like you. I was very depressed and angry at the world and myself. Sure, I made mistakes. I knew that a lot of it was my fault. I hated the thought of depending on friends in Atlanta and I don't have all that much money. I'm amazed that you're so nice to me." You. ?I will beg him,? shethinks, ?as trite and ridiculous as that sounds, I know I will beg him.?? These thoughts unnerve her. This game of theirs thatthey have been playing, experimenting with and perfecting, has transformedtheir lovemaking to something neither anticipated.? Their ideas about being uninhibited were transposedas they found themselves saying and doing things that they never imagined.? He had made her beg and scream.? He had made her do things she swore wouldnever happen, things that. Both had big smiles on their faces, looking at each other. God, that look on her face, like she adores the guy already! The picture was accompanied by a brief message, “Mmm, Yummy!”That was it. No more message. I sat there looking at the picture, now with a face, making this so much more real. The movie was still playing but I’d suddenly lost any interest in it, picturing Addie and this blonde guy making out together.Now, I didn’t know what to do with the rest of the night. Watching some dumb.