My experiences since becoming Megan had proven that I had some kind ofattraction to guys now. Both Daren and Josh could attest to that, but Istill was...'t sure how that made me feel. What about all the attractivegirls I knew?It was then that I was hit with an odd feeling. I realized that I hadn'tactually looked at a girl in that way for quite a while! Longer than Ihad been living as Megan, at least. It had been months. I started towonder if becoming a girl was really my choice, or if it was. I stabbed out my smoke, and went into my office where I kept the makings for coffee. I poured myself a large mug full. It was that type of morning.It should be easy to know what to do and how to react, but it wasn't. The Gods said one thing, the demons another, and now the Ancients said yet something else. Vostich was firmly in the God's camp, and I was a in agreement with them, myself.My short visit with the demons had not filled me with the fear, worry, and loathing I had expected. Then being. Putting the 3€ in the till, I took a fruit scone from the fridge, zapped it in the microwave, grabbed some butter and raspberry jam and then sat outside.Sitting there I watched a street which would normally be my movie screen, I would usually undress people with my mind and fuck them in different fantasies.I have met a lot of people in this bakery and fucked them in the toilets or behind the shop and if they have the time, we go back to mine or theirs.When I finished my tea, I got up and I went. I thought football practice was hard but this is much much harder. I've lost ten pounds but made up for it in muscle. I'm a lean mean fighting machine. I don't think you'd recognize me! One day I tried to be funny and showed up at roll call wearing earmuffs because my ears were ringing from O'Brien shouting at us. He's even louder than Coach Randall at school. Everyone got the earmuff joke except for Sarg. 'What are you wearing Private Heyweird?' he yelled. I said the name is Heywood and told.