On these slow days, after all clients have left, I go up into the loft where I had discovered a little hiding spot, arranged with a view of the barn a...ea below and hay bales to sit on and still be screened from sight to anyone else in the loft or barn below. Making my dairy entries of the day so far, drinking water from a bottle, I watched Mrs. Z. lead her horse into the wash. Her clothing normally was quite loose, to partially hide her figure, but the spray caused them to cling to her body.. This lead snaked back towards the door.Looking back to the door Amy tugged on the lead, “Come on, get in here.”Jade walked from behind the door and I stared at a vision of beauty. Her hair was now a reddish auburn colour and fell in curls down around her face to her shoulders where it finished in little curly flicks at the top of her breast. Around her neck was a simple black choker with another metal ring on it, to which the lead was attached. On each wrist, she had complimentary black leather. "When I got there, I thought what you had said but that wasn't whatchanged my mind," she began."So?" I asked."In the surgery prep room, I saw parents comfort their children andhusbands and wives talking to one another to reassure each other. Irealized the importance one's voice is when it really matters. Icouldn't go through with it," she said lamely."What now?" I asked."I don't know," she said honestly. "I guess I'll just use my voice forthose close to me and sign for everyone else." Let's. She wasn't an ugly girl but she didn't do anything for me at all.When I stood in the bus stop they went quiet and stared at me. I lit up a cigarette while I waited for the bus."Give us a fag." said the brunette."Here we go." I thought."Give us a fag an' she'll suck your cock." the brunette said with a smile on her face."Shut the fuck up" the blonde said and pushed her friend.It actual made me smile as I looked at the brunette and she smiled back at me. I was feeling a bit cheeky so I said "what.