As the rules of my family I was not allowed to look or speak at men. But sometimes while going for personal shopping I was feeling shy when some men w...re looking at me. One of the days I went for shopping with my aunts. I was standing while I covered my all body wearing a white color bra and blue top. And short which covers uptown my knees. Above all I had a black khilliji abbaya that covered my whole body upto feet and a hijab/nikabi which covers all my head and had gloves on to cover my hands. ” I was confused. She had turned her face away. I couldn’t see anything but her back now. There was a minute of silence. I could see her hands move slowly from her side. The next moment, pallu hanging from her back slowly started being pulled from the front.I was trying to understand what was happening. By then, my mom’s voice muttered.. ” why don’t you help me with the straps?”. She told me”You can now express whatever you wanted to, the way you expressed before.” She had a broken voice. I was. 00 baj chuke the but fir muje need aa gai mein subah uta to sab kuch normal tha didi brkfast bana rahi thi n papa office ja chuke the n mummy kapde dho rahi thiFir mere dil ko chain mila muje yakeen ho gaya ki didi so rahi thi n uhne kuch pata nahi chala… mei us raat k baad himmat hi nahi kar paya ki dubara aisa kar or unke bra-bar mei lait kar muth maar liya karta tha aise hi kafi din bit gaye or mein 11th standard mein gaya or meri ek gf ban gai nisha firto mein didi ko jaise bhul hi gaya. " Thanks, Dad. I think I'll let Brenda know that this is what I was aiming to accomplish with the openness for right now. See ya tonight; I think that was Sam that just pulled in. Bye." Bye, Son, remember what I said about keeping things open."I climbed into the front seat of Sam's car and off to work we went. "Sam, did you go out with a lot of women before you met Judy?" Eh, Bob, where did that come from?" Well, last night I was at this girl's house having a supper date and meeting her.