30pm bell signalled that school was finished, when in an almighty turnaround, with a ferocity and resolution which actually shocked me to the core, I ...ecided I was going to do it. I was going to do it. Today was the day I would try on panties. I skipped the end of day registration, I would just say tomorrow that I had forgotten. Virtually first out into the playground, I started running up the stairs up onto the street, pleased at how light my bag was. I kept running, I had time but not too. After a few months he left me, I cannot even recall the reason why, it doesn’t matter. The next man I had sex with, I say man, was my own age, unpractised and clumsy. Of course then I had only my older man to compare him to and thought the fault with him. Over the months and years of course I discovered the obvious; that teenagers must learn how to be good at sex much as they must learn everything else. But this takes far longer than it should because society forces them to find their own way,. He took one in his mouth and began to suck hard as he twisted my other nipple. He told me to suck his cock right now, so I pulled off his wetsuit pants and out came his rock cock. It must have been at least 11 inches and was one of the most beautiful cocks I had ever seen. I took it in my mouth as far as I could and began sucking and licking as fast and hard as I could. I felt he was about to cum and pulled it out of my mouth and put it between my tits. He started pushing it back and forth,. “Was that in the bag?”“No.”“Then take it off.”I buckle my knees. “Oh. I guess that was silly of me.” I bend down to pick it up, but he stops me and says we have to leave it right there, in the middle of the kitchen floor for Rabí to see, because that’s my punishment for breaking rules. I try to argue back and say we should at least shove it into the corner, but he keeps to his decision and makes me go back to the living room.Already Rabí is giving me a curious glare about what we were bantering.