I can see in your face how you enjoy watching me squirm. My heart is racing and my legs are shaking, but my courage peaks at that moment. I have decid...d to kiss you. Miraculously, my courage holds. My hand lifts your face to mine as I gently press my lips to yours. The moments I wait to see if you’ll kiss me back seem to drag on forever. Right before my courage fails, you begin to kiss me back. Our first kiss is all I could hope for. It’s not fast, or hard. It is slow, lazy, and full of you. I. Baat poori karo.She : bas bardaash nahi hota.Me : kyun, iska bhi apna alag hi maza hai. Ek baar mauka to dijiye.She : haan lekin. Aise kaise mauka de du. Bahut kimti cheez hai ye.Me : soch lo. Adhuri baatein hamesha pareshaan karti hai. Kahi baad main pachtana nahi ki kyun us samay call continue nahi kiya.She : dekhenge jo hoga.Me : jaisi aapki marji. I will not force you.Call ends.After a couple of minutes.She calls back.Me : kya hua jaanemann. Ye to sarasar surprise hai. Maine expect hi nahi. Come the start of spring when the snows melted away I had left home to see the world for myself instead of reading about it in books. I don't think I could have taken another season of the same old everyday life in the quit little village. I smiled as I came to the top of the hill where the forest ended to give way to open fields of the plains. I finally reached the city which was sprawled out before me in the distance. I knew I had to have been getting close when I had reached the stone road a. ” He sat regarding her as if she was revealing her whole past to him, which of course in fact she was, he felt privileged, but in awe, she, this woman he still had not known for a whole month yet, was for him so perfect. He knew he was in a strange way in love, infatuated, she was twice his age, old enough to be his mother, had been married, had been used like a prostitute, and had survived a brutal divorce… lived a celibate independent life even… but she had taken him, a virgin lad and was.