Does that count for anything?" She asked."It might." Tia said. "But, it shouldn't happen again." She then said, and Jamie sighed. "So did I do anythin... else strange that I should know about?" She asked, and looked around the room, eyes falling onto Erin, who smirked. "You offered to give a couple of blowjobs, and to put on a striptease act later on tonight." She said. "I did not!" Jamie said, and Erin laughed. "Then no. You didn't do anything." She said, and Jamie glared at her. Noah let out a. Occasionally the thought of my parents' using these things did enter my brain, but then I always thought, "No, wrong!" and put it out of my head. Most of the time. As the voyeur in me was a bit disappointed that I had found nothing new, I decided to try my luck at the computer. The last time I had been here I had noticed that since I left the house, my dad had gone sloppy with removing the browser history, and had even started saving porn on the hard drive again. (Something that he had stopped. Laura said “you never know” and that he should keep looking.I asked Laura if she would consider being with a much older man if she was single and not married to me. She hesitated and said it had never occurred to her but that she would have considered it if the chemistry was right.Eli went off to the toilets and I turned to Laura and kissed her hard, slipping my tongue in her mouth. She said she wanted to go home and have sex but I said let’s stay out a while longer. I asked her to do something. ..she had found a gap in my pajama top. "How are you coping dad?" She asked."I'm trying to stay strong. But it's hard. Every day, every minute of every day; I think of your mom. Thankfully, I have work. You've taught me so much in the past few weeks. I feel now, that I can take care of myself." Just remember dad...mom wouldn't want you to stop living. She would expect you to move forward."I nodded my head. I knew my daughter was right. "I still find it hard to believe...that she's.