I tend to think of myself now as a free floating consciousness. I can wander here, I can wander there, and more importantly, I can go places I could n...t before.My mother is here. Helen is her name. She is a pretty young thing, despite being 40, divorced, and completely upset. She's got brilliant green eyes, sandy blonde hair, a thin, barely flabby frame (due mostly to age) and small but still firm breasts. She'd been in my eye before when I was younger, but now I notice her beauty as a woman,. She was a businesswoman. We chatted for 2 weeks and she liked me so much and we became so close and started having a friend’s with benefits relationship. After a week, she came to attend a meeting in Chennai and we decided to meet at that weekend. We enjoyed a lot of that weekend.Day 1:She booked a resort and invited me to the resort. “WOW”, was my first reaction after seeing her. She was so beautiful maintained her structure so well, no one will say she is in her early 30’s. She was wearing a. .. " But I want to fuck too," Bonnie interrupted. "It's like the smile and fucking go together. If I don't get both... " I know," I said while giving them another dose. "But to tell you the truth, you only think that is true because I wanted you to believe that. Like I said, I'm going to level with you. I'm going to tell you everything you want to know and explain what all I can do. And then we're going to see if we can work out how to break your dependence on my smile."They all flinched again. I was a little drunk, horny as hell and ready for anything.After watching several guys and gals wetting themselves then masturbating, I decided I wanted more of that. I reread bhan's story one last time from the paper I'd printed it out on, then went into the bathroom. Along the way I picked up the bowl of pee I'd let out earlier.One of the things that attracted me to this apartment was the large garden tub. Being a big gal your standard tub isn't very comfortable, but this one had lots of room.