He smiled. "Fell down the, the blasted steps, that's what, just carelessness. Cracked my head. Lay out there for a couple of hours. Dislocated the sho...lder, broke the leg and fractured my wrist. Damnfool thing to do; foot slipped." You hurting?" Not much. Got some pain pills. Guy from the hospital, sometimes it's a nurse, comes around almost every day and checks up on me. But I can get out of bed, get to the toilet. And I can pull on shorts but not my shirt."He was bare-chested with a towel. But I knew this stupidthing we were looking for was here."You're a little boy, aren't you?"I must have blushed about three shades in the direction of falling off acliff, sharp, and ever descending, was this about my age. "I guess," Ihad no other words."How tall five foot what, four inches." "I guess..." And mommy's jeans too, how incredibly cute, yours were in the wash nodoubt."I did not say a word."But in your bare feet, naked, just five foot and a few inches, to besure I would have to measure. .. Merely a guy looking for what i wanted. And finally being Man enough to go for it.We set a date at a local Alternative bar for friday. When i woke up that morning i already had butterflies... and thoughts swirling through my head."What if my buddies found out?" i thought , what if I'm gay?" was another ...the longer the day ran and the closer the time to meet the more freaked out i became.I actually walked 3 miles to the bar just to try to clear my head. I stood across the street staring. My cock began to throb inside my pants,and I stroked it as I watched the porn videos.My place was a sleazy little dump, but cheap enoughthat I didn’t have to split it with a roommate. If Iwanted to take my dick out while I watched fuck tapes,I could do it. And I did. I had my prick in my fist,stroking the swollen boner with a lazy rhythm.The images on the small screen kept me hard and Ididn’t even hit the fast forward to get through thetalk scenes. It wasn’t nearly as good as.