" A vibration in my pocket, I looked at my phone and my heart sank. It was him. What do I say? I was drawing in closer to my destination, by now my he...rt was in the pit of my stomach. I swallowed my spit and my legs started shaking as he started to walk close to me, I'm still not sure if that was from the cold or my nerves. I saw his face and everything suddenly felt a little better. The way we talked to each other, both trying to establish dominance with one common agenda that tonight. He put his hand on the black guy shoulder and smiled; he introduced him as his best friend Brett.Then my black lover said: “Do you want to go to the bedroom, hun?” Before I could speak, Danton grabbed my hand and dragged me to the bedroom, with Brett behind us. As we were there, Brett started to rub my ass cheeks with his giant hands.Danton pushed me to my knees and told me to strip my blouse. Then he ordered me to take Brett’s pants off. As I did, Brett’s cock flopped out. He was a magnificent. I must say that I am more than pleasedwith my husband’s selection. I think I have the best ofthe bargain.”We both laughed as I motioned him to the couch, andpoured Champaign. “This calls for a celebration, Buck.This is a special occasion for me and I am very pleasedthat you agreed to make my 50th a memorable oneindeed.” “The pleasure is all mine I am sure. I have alwaysdreamed of a beautiful sexy white wife to be with, butnever dreamed it would happen.”I. I knew it wasn't normal, wasn't right, but that sure and certain knowledge just made it all the more delicious, a secret ... secret love that I knew could never be.For that, in truth, was what I felt; I loved him. And not in the manner of a normal mother, oh, no! In the manner of a woman and a man. I wanted him to protect me as I cared for him, to warm my bed, to prove his love for me on my body. I lost count of how many times I had sobbed myself to sleep knowing the impossibility of my dreams,.