" " Just as it was yesterday, stiff and hard." Jackson giggled as both boys went to the activity table and looked at some of the folders that ...ontained projects for the boys to try out. "Man I always think that I am going crazy when my brain goes in stealth mode." Desmond laughed. "Nah, you are just going through the changes, Des, you know puberty and it can do strange things to a boy as I saw my big brother acting like a baboon when he went through his." Jackson replied. . She finally was ready for her massage and I made her take off her clothes and lay with her feet facing the window. This prevented her from seeing anyone that may get to close to the window, and also offered them a great view of her pussy. She laid on her stomach and I started by massaging legs. With each stroke, I would spread her legs further, to have that beautiful shaved pussy exposed for all to see. I rubbed her butt and regularly spread her ass cheeks to play with her butthole. This always. Only bit herfingernails until there were almost no nails left. The pain numbed otherpain. Blood helped. It floods the negativity and pain out. For somemoments at least. She thought about it a lot. She thought about cuttingagain all the time and there were moments it was hard not doing it.In her mind, the fresh razor blade carved through her skin several times.Like a warm knife through butter. Blood drops formed and ran down thearm. Dropped to the floor, leaving red sprinkles on the white. She smiled to herself, she always found the sound of laughter soothing, it was nice knowing people were happy. After their laughter died down the two men fell into a brief comfortable silence. After a moment one started talking again, they talked at a normal volume, unworried about being eavesdropped on as Katie was the only other passenger on the bus with them at the time.“I’m telling you man, it went down just like that.” Said one, who Katie assumed would have been the older of the two men.