But keeping your secret is the worst thing. This is somethingyou need to be open about- with your family, with your friends, andwith strangers you mee...."I was shocked. I was sitting there listening to every word the doctorsaid and I was asking myself how he could say such things? How can hesit there and ask me to out myself in front of everyone I know?"I think Dr. Richt is right," said my mother. "If you're going to dothis, then I don't want you hiding it any more." Fine. Then I won't do it. It felt like he was trying to show Josh that I belonged to him like I was his property. I didn’t like it and turned my head slightly so that his kiss landed on my cheek.“I’ll see you when I get home,” I said rather coldly, then walked out. Josh and I went upstairs, and I didn’t speak until we were on the stairs. “Fuck, I’m so screwed,” I said as I stopped and leaned against the wall. “If Larry sees those sculptures and realizes that it’s me, he’s going to flip out. I lied to him! I told him you. Then we exchanged our number and used to talk on the phone. We exchanged our fantasies, they also asked me about my sizes and they also wanted to experience the same as I had experienced the same with the couple in Vapi. But there was something extra they wanted to do with me while enjoying. But they didn’t tell me about it. So I was a bit confused and a bit reluctant to meet them as what would be that extra thing.After talks for few more days. I got a message saying “NEED TO TALK”. I gave them. Maine socha juth bolunga to aur phasta jaunga, tabhi maine saamne rakhe bartano ko dekh kar kahaMe: mai to buss soch mai doob jata hoo k tum sara kaam itni ache se kaise kar leti ho, agar maine try kiya to nazara kuch aur hi rahegaRitu (a bit naughty): ohhoo to tumhe mera kaam itna acha lagta ha i(aur phir usne mera haath pakad liya)Me (double meaning): aur nai to kya tumhaare bartan kitne achese rehte haiRitu: ohh really, konse upar vaale ya nichevaale?Me: pasand mujhe saare hai par kaam upar.