''Hmm, so when you say you touch yourself - 'Sammi looked embarrassed. 'Well, then I find that special little spot just at the top of my coochie and -...''You touch it?''Oh no! I told you, I'm not allowed to do that. So I get my pillow and I rub myself on it.''And what happens when you do that?'She shrugged and looked away. 'It makes me feel funny.''How?''Wow, you ask a lot of questions. I thought the student was meant to ask the questions and the professor gave the answers.''Do you want to go. I never believed any of this crap could actually happen to a guy, and now here I am, my life turned upside down and my whole fucking head fucked up real bad. And I am forced to do the sickest shit and telling myself its what I deserve and it?s good for me. Aw fuck man?I just don't know. I am so totally fucked. How can a guy?s life be so totally fucked at eighteen? I know my ma was fucked up, and maybe that contributed to me being vulnerable to dale10 and his plans for me. My body is getting all. I had turned the phone off while I mixed the mash so for most of the day I was out of touch. The mash was in the buckets and tucked safely into the bathroom when I turned the phone on again. I did not expect the number of messages in my message box.Since half at least were from Royce, I checked the computer to be sure, then called. "So partner, what's up?" I asked."I thought you were going to take the calls this week?" he asked."Not today, today I have been taking care of my personal issues. I. "I accepted and she brought me one. We went out to the living room and sat down."Rob, what happened while I was gone?" What did Julie tell you?" Nothing. She came out of my room about 5 minutes after you left. She had to wait a while for her clothes to dry then left. I asked her about it, but she didn't answer any questions. You nearly ran me over, she won't talk, and my room reeks of sex. I'm rather stumped."I stared at the floor feeling very guilty. "Julie seduced me." So you got lucky." No I.