My whole life is fucked up.”“I can’t really disagree,” he said. “I don’t really know you well enough for that, but from where I sit, it lo...ks like things might not be as bad as they are for some.”“What are you talking about?” she asked.“Well, you have a job, and a nice house. You managed to get rid of a loser husband. You’re still young and pretty, and you’re intelligent. That’s not such a bad hand to hold.”In fifteen seconds he had pointed out five things about her that she hadn’t taken the. I told her not to worry as I wouldn't let anything get out of hand My heart pounded out of my chest as we walked into the pitch dark theater. We lingered in the doorway to let our eyes adjust before walking down the left aisle settling into a row about halfway down. When we sat down I purposely left the seat next to the wall open as I sat to the right of my wife. As we settled into watching the movie, the men in the theater sat in the rows, both in front and behind us. What a rush; part fear,. Susan's mom had the dubious reputation of being a "cop groupie" and was well known to most of the males on the local police force. She was also easily recognized by most of the sheriff's deputies that worked the backwater rural county in central Florida. She usually was studying in the next room when her mom was giving her all to keep law enforcement morale up in the rural community.Susan had never been in trouble with the law. She kept her difficult home environment out of her school. " "Used ME? Come on Suzi, stop thinking like that. Besides, you did the one thing no one else could ever do." "What?" "You made me a man. When you did that, you not only took my virginity, you took all my problems away too. I'm not afraid of the dream, of becoming my father, or anything. You and Joey have been telling me exactly what I needed to know, even though I had to figure out on my own anyway. I'm going to give you two the best years of your life while we are in school together. Just.