Anyway, changes happened and your Dad is having a hard time dealing with it. He thinks things should have gone back to the way they were as soon as we...heard the good news. He just doesn't realize what a life-changing experience it is to hear that awful word. It changes everything. Nothing is the same and there's no going back."Mom reached out to grasp my hand again, this time holding it between both of hers. She looked me seriously in the eye."You understand, don't you."I nodded, pausing with. Now, I'm dictating. So which is it," I said. "Gerald, I think you better leave. We'll talk," she said, addressing him. "Not good enough, Stace. He's either permanently history or I am. Again, which is it?" I said. "Julian, you're not being fair..." "Okay, I guess I have my answer. "Have a beer, Gerald," I nodded toward the frig. "I'll be out of your hair in a few, and you can have her." "Julian!" she screamed. "Too late, Stacy. I'm employing plan B. I'll be outta here shortly," I said. . A page at the bottom was different, though.Sharon had stuck a page of lined notebook paper into the stack with various comments in her own writing. "Standing, leaning on cab. Sitting on gate, gate down. Bending over gate, back to camera" and a few more. I set the sheet down.Sharon had actually started planning out shots for our next photo session. The one that was supposed to happen this trip, but wasn't going to now.I picked up the sheet again and glanced down the rest of the list. Some of the. "When I can" he said smiling at her thinking wow she could be interested in me .Annie lay back on her towel looking up at John. Her legs splayed apart giving John a good look at her "You know , this is a kind of anything goes beach and I guess you came to look at girls ...and maybe more if u got lucky ..are you dissappointed its just me" she smiled again ,knowingly this time."No" said John . I think your great, I really do Sitting up Annie beckoned him closer, reaching out she gently took hold.