I could tell from her voice just how concerned she was."What happened?" Allison asked. "One second she was fine, and then suddenly it was like she was...drunk or something." She wasn't drunk," Lizzy said."She was dying, wasn't she?" I asked."Do you really think so?"I didn't need to answer, Lizzy answered for me, she didn't even have to say anything, her body said it all. She wouldn't meet my eyes, just stood staring at the ground, and then she nodded. I knew she just didn't want me to see the. .. like Lucy,” she replied with a wink.I laughed and instructed her to stand by the car. We started with a few quick shots of her next to the car, then sitting in it, then sitting with the door open. The dress rode up and exposed her thigh as she put one leg out."Perfect," I told her. "Show those long, sexy legs and stockings."She smiled as she posed, moving her leg into different positions."Shift towards the door opening and move your legs a little further apart," I instructed.She turned and. I would innocently tickle her and fool around with her. While shethought i was being her friend and fooling around, i thought that i wasgetting closer and closer to making pasionate love to her. i would go toher house everyday and try to get her to want me like i wanted her. Afterweeks of innocently touching, tickling and wrestling around somethingfinally happened. It was a very hot autumn day. Jessica and i came into herhouse all hot and sweaty. I told her that i was going to turn on the. Now, well, I am. Sometimes I think there's something wrong with me because of the way I feel," I said."How do you feel?" Mom said.I laughed and said, "Um, horny."Mom laughed and gave me a hug. "There's nothing wrong with feeling horny, Meg." Mom turned me and looked into my eyes. "Look, I know it's strange because it's with your brother, but it certainly isn't the end of the world. Someday you and Glen will find someone you'll fall in love with. It doesn't mean you won't love each other. .