I'd let my fiancé hold me and kiss me, and whisper sweet nothings in my ear while we imagined our wedding and the honeymoon after. I'd mentioned noth...ng to him about Perry and his invitation for the weekend. The subject of Thomas' best friend hadn't come up at all and I'd been happy about that, telling myself it wasn't up to me. It wasn't my responsibility to offer lies to the man I loved. The man I wanted to love. What would I say? I was going to call Perry in the morning anyway, but when the. I'd seen plenty of porn (again, never even had a girlfriend, had to get my fix somehow) and had a pretty good idea of what I liked. For whatever reason, oral sex turned me on the most. Imagining one of my favorite scenes to watch, the woman on her knees as the man was sitting down. Her hands gripped the open edges of his jeans as her head bobbed up & down. It looked like it felt so amazing, and had never failed to get me hard.Like it was doing right now.My dick started to stir, as blood flowed. I know your cock is big, really big. I saw it when you were taking a shower that Christmas you spent at our house. I'm not sure I want you to do that to me." Since you were old enough, Matthew, I've been waiting to have me inside you", I responded frankly, caressing my hard bulge."Well, uhhhh. All right, Ben. Only if you're sure it won't hurt. Won't hurt me too much that is," Matthew shook his head in agreement."I won't hurt you, Matthew. I'll go slow, not fast, and gently."We went into his. Advance the massage slowly toward the inner thighs and pelvis, until he is breathing deeply from his belly, and his body has no more tension and is fully relaxed.Then, and only then, should you approach the Lingam. This is a sacred act, and a powerful one. You should ask his permission to touch his “Wand of Light.” You can simply say the words, “May I touch your Lingam?” or you can more formally ask, “May I touch your Wand of Light?” Whatever reaction or response he has is normal. Take it in.