Unbelievably thick, cut and rock hard.'Now I remember watching you take those dildos down your throat. Its time you tried the real thing' he laughedHe...put his hands on my head and pushed me to my knees.'Open' I didn't obey as I was still in shock. He slapped my face'Open boy' he said seemingly annoyed. This time I obeyed.He bit his lip and slowly put his cock in my mouth. The second the tip entered my mouth I felt his precum on my tongue. It was at this point I knew I wanted it. I got the first. I think back about my deeds and ask God to forgive my soul. I've done good and bad and pray that I'm judged as a whole. Now I struggle against my gear and I start to feel the chill. Living a life of uniformed service but always seeking the thrill. I knew one day this would happen and this day would eventually come. Now I'm fucking freezing here while I bake in the Afghan Sun. I hear the ringing in my ears but not from the. This age was something really exceptional for we could spend hours on drinking and having fun, without sleeping or having rest. To say the truth, the period between 18 and 22 was the drinking age! We had a regular dance hall where we would go every Sat night for wild dances and drink.I had a girlfriend. She was of my age and she was a very nice person. We would go everywhere together because we liked each other and were very close and friendly. One day her mother asked if she could go with us. Its friday morning and as i am getting ready for school i hear mum shout dont forget i am at work tonight so go to aunt jennys straight from school, it is amazing how fast time can sometimes go as i hadnt realised it was a month since i had stayed at my aunts, i had also not really thought about what had happened last time but now it was all i could think of, school past quickly and i went to get the bus to aunt jennifers, it was a good forty five minute trip and i spent it thinking of my last.