I felt really embarrassed being there, because Jessica was barely dressed and had her blankets all twisted so she was half hanging out with a lot of e...posed flesh. I really wanted tonight to have a happy ending, so I whispered urgently to Kate, “She’s out cold. If we are quiet maybe we can just go to my place instead and not wake her up."Kate looked at me then looked at Jessica "Well, I'm horny now, and as you said, she’s out cold.” Then she got an evil grin on her face. “Let’s just see if. My first paycheck wasin my - my purse.That was the one bright spot. Wow!I walked back into my house more than a week after I was taken away,dressed as the female I was and carrying my 'starter wardrobe' in asmall suitcase. It somehow didn't feel like my house anymore. Allaround me I saw things that told the whole world this was a man'shouse. But I wasn't a man anymore. The emptiness between my legs feltlike a chasm. It was only matched by the emptiness in my heart. I hatedbeing a woman already.. I walked into the place and looked around, not much going on so I wandered over to the bar and ordered up a beer. A little while later the crowd picked up and things started to get moving.The women were defineatly older here, I asked a few to dance and had a few takers but couldn't seem to lock in with them.While I was dancing I must have missed the two that came in, a blonde and brunette with that motherly look that makes me hard instantly, I looked at the blonde and she stared back showing. Alice was fully aware of the preacher’s intentions but she was not concerned with the prospect of sacrificing her feminine favors on the needy males because she believed the preacher was truly a man of God and he was determined to change the attitude of his flock to God’s gift of love.She had her eyes wide open when he lifted her dress in the back as she knelt in front of him to seek his blessing.Alice knew her Smiley Face undies were juvenile for her to be wearing but she liked to accentuate.