In my head just one thing ... I want a cigarette .... This would allow me to relieve the pressure she pulls me by the hand and says: go, get back. ......'m on top of her, I press my knees .... in a mounted position .... I admit it exists for me .... my panties it's starting to get wet .... hummmmI hope it's mutual ...I kiss her on the neck, lick her with the tip of my tongue ... my tongue slides down her bust towards her chest ....Suddenly, stress, obsession, fear of making mistakes ... I don't. " Good, I hope it works out." She asked, "I saw you talking with the guys, what's new?" I thought I'd try to thaw things out. We'll see."When I got home, I felt like doing some work on the house. It was late fall and I mulched the flowers and cut down the perennials. When I went in for lunch, my mind wandered to going over for "cards". I remembered the first time I sucked a cock, and how Tom dumped his load in my mouth. Then how Bill made me cum. Nice thoughts, I was looking forward to. All of them suddenly wanting to talk about boners was pretty confusing too. I wanted to be a kind person though, and it seemed like all the girls needed attention so badly, I felt sorry for them, so I agreed.Monica got up and said, “I get another turn after my friends go home, because I’ve got questions too.”Judy came over to my chair. I told her I needed to go use the bathroom before she started her turn, so she sat on the couch and waited. Monica took the other girls to her room to continue. It was a Friday, and that weekend was my anniversary. I told him that I wouldn’t be in on Monday, to make other lunch plans. “Planning on being sick?” he joked.“No, no,” I explained, smiling at his easy humor, “it's our anniversary. Ben planned a ‘romantic getaway’ for the weekend.” I used air quotes and rolled my eyes. It had been on my mind for two weeks. “I used to do that with Ellen, take her away.” He cocked his head. “Haven’t done it in quite a while.” He looked at me and I felt his eyes.