Even if it is to get you to fuck me again sometime." "You know my rule," Jay began. "Yeah, yeah, 'It'll always only be a one night stand.' But you kno... it's different with me." Damn, that's true... Jay thought, but didn't say anything. "C'mon. I know you have at least someone you've been thinking of." "Well... Since you mention it, I suppose it'd be nice to get some help. And since you mention it... Vicky's a nice girl huh?" "Victoria the Mouse? Really?" Steph asked, hand to her chest in half. I avoid carbs and only eat what's necessary."We went out to toss the ball back and forth after lunch, but no long toss. A catcher came out and said he would dress if we wanted to practice some pitches. The reliever told the catcher to put his gear on as I was going to teach him how to throw a backup slider.We were working on the pitch for almost an hour when the pitching coach came out. "What the fuck are you two doing? You had your practice this morning, and you shouldn't be throwing so much. And I’m really pissed off at mom even more now that I know what she did to you too.’ ‘I know how you feel. I’m pissed off at her too. After coming to know in my mind what really happened back then, I want to get back at her somehow now.’ ‘I want to get back at her too, to let her know that Scott raped me and fucked up my head. And she messed up yours too. What can I do?’ ‘Hmm, I think I have an idea. Let her come out and tell her to come over to visit you. Don’t tell her about me and who I am.. I feel like everywhere around me, men and women are becoming monsters. The cops only stop violent men. They let violent women walk away with a slap on the wrist. It is frightening how much some women will get away with by playing victim. The man is not always the bad guy. Sometimes, the man who beats the woman could be defending himself from a feral attacker. Yet the cops and the law refuse to acknowledge it. I am living in my neighborhood. I slowly witness my aunt and sister becoming violent.