She was so beautiful ... her golden hair was fanned out behind her ... and her flawless face was puckered ... as if in the middle of some greatly trou...ling dream.Feelings of protectiveness welled up from deep inside my chest ... interesting ... a creature of the Dark, concerned for the safety of a being of the Light ... I suppose there is a first for everything ... and that was the reason I needed to talk with Jon.Our... 'relationship, ' was to my knowledge ... unique. I wanted to know. It's fine weather to go downtown. Did you have friends to visit?" "No, I didn't plan on leaving the house. I have a paper I still need to work on. It's due next week. It's boring, but I need to get it done. I have other things I want to do too, Cindy. I think you know what I mean." "Peter, I think you're very bad. Yes, you are. You really can't expect me to do things with you. Some things just happen, but that doesn't mean it changes the way it is. It isn't the way we should be with each other.. He's fallen in with a bunch of wasters, and he thinks they're great because they take him on drinking benders. Now he hasn't got school or wank group, he's lost the structure in his life. Blames everyone else for his mess.''He got in touch with Steven a couple of days ago,' I said. 'Did you know that?''Took him long enough. Did he apologise?''Um, kind of. It was one line.''Tell Steven if he hasn't answered already, then don't. Look, I hate saying it about my own brother, but it's all self-pity.. "Do you want it now" he asks. He is not moving in or out, just hanging deep and pushing further."Do it." I holler. "Beg for it. Tell me how bad you want it." He says. Nope, this girl ain’t a beggar. I did that muscle move where I squeezed him as hard as I could. After a few good squeezes I hollered back “Fill it up!!” and kept repeating the hard squeeze. Soon he just yelled "Devil Bitch" and I felt him start to spasm. I’ve never been called that before. I kind of like it. The more.