It was not real obvious, more a feeling that she was being reserve. I attributed it to the tenseness of the situation. I had never even dreamed that s...e might be having an affair.I arrived at her parent's place (where she was staying) in the early afternoon. We spent about four hours talking about things. I explained my feelings of resentment that our situation had driven, and told her that the time apart made me realize that I had the choice not to be with her if that is what I wanted. Knowing. He lay there quietly as I showed him for the first time my tits and my snatch. I put one leg up on the bed so that he could see my gaping slit. "Here it is, Gary; have fun with it."He slid one finger inside me. "You're not cherry," he said, in an almost bored tone."Well, if that's a problem, you may as well take me home right now."He got up and made us both Bloody Marys. I guess that after being blown by a fifteen year old, he figured that she was old enough to drink. Sure, cum, vodka, same. She felt something shoot along hererect penis and over her taut, risen scrotum. She wiped at the semen withrenewed vigor, frightened and aghast at the crawling, squirming sensationthat poured and spilled over her bare flesh.The things, whatever they were, didn?t streak downward only, she observed,but darted upward, too, coming both from the goo that had dripped ontoBuffy from the vaulted ceiling of the cave or tunnel and from the lake ofsemen in which she waded. A moment ago, the fluid had been. She has never had complete sex with a man, ever. Lisa actually taught me that a man and woman could make very passionate love together without intercourse." I could tell that I'd have some explaining to do. The look on Tara's face was priceless, but Tara also knows Lisa."Though they preferred girls to guys, it was because of the way guys are and the way men treat women in general. It's one of the reasons that your mom was so turned off after your father. From what I know, those feelings are.