Now.” When he saw the five gold eagles in my hand, Mr. Ingersoll decided to sell me a horse. He pointed me at the saddle and said he would write up ... bill of sale.Miranda was atwitter in the back of my head, but she was still strong from a rigorous physical life. I tossed the blanket on Pooky’s back as I continued to talk to him.“I see they gave you your balls back, fellow,” I said. He looked at me and snorted. “Of course, I’ll see that you get a chance to use them. You are a fine, handsome man. When Pat came in she was wearing slac and a tight fitting top with a Vee neck that showed a large amount of cleavage.“Ok which one of you studs wants to buy me a coffee and muffin?” Pat asked.“I think that should be me,” Dave said.We all drove to the coffee shop, Pat and I in our car, Dave in his, he said he had to leave shortly. Obviously the conversation was more about what had just happened than anything else. I asked Dave how he could stay hard while I was there watching. His answer pleased. She said it will be some time before we find out how you're going to be when you're well again. You might be more like this other person that we've had to deal with for the past couple of years. If it turns out like that, I don't think I could take it." I can't promise you what I'll be like, Shirley. I don't know. I want to believe I'll be like I was before, only not so much at war with myself. I'm finding out things all the time now, about how I was before, and that both my identity states. We would meet in the staircase and she would smile to me and whisper a little "good day".One Friday evening I was coming home with this lamp I had bought. When I was trying to find my keys the lamp slipped and dropped to the floor and made a huge noise. My neighbour's door opened and there stood Nana with a frightened look on her face."Oh my God, are you ok?" she said."Yes I'm fine, sorry if I scared you"."Oh, that's ok, just glad you didn't get hurt," she said with a lovely smile. I went.