I work at the public library in Bishop Street.’ I held her hand just a little too long – maybe ten minutes… I afterwards learned that she had ac...ieved her Fellowship of the Libraries Association with distinction, and that she was the Head Reference Librarian for the City. Ivy had a compulsion to belittle her achievements before any else had the chance. Well, let’s be honest. The first time I felt truly alive, and not just living a shadowy half-life was when I confided my secret to Laura. That. " My lover said playfully, "It's just a big, big fart, calm down, my dear. Almost done."She slid her hands back into my ass."Now I'm going to do the interesting part."The nurse was still holding me open."Stretch her hole with your fingers?" Slide both hands in, grip both sides of the anal opening and pull -"My lover grunted with the effort, she was literally pulling my ass apart. The nurses eyes widened as her hands pulled until my hole yawned like a gaping black pit."She's tearing.". Then it's..., wait a damn minute! An without a doubt I know that woman's voice as I turn my head to look in the direction it came from. Where it's, Oh My God, there she is, looking down at the news paper in her hands. What the...? I know I passed a news stand. And I know I looked to see who was there!But it's the counter person breaking into my thoughts asking, “Sir, can I help you?” But I'm too distracted to reply with anything so stepping away to let anyone standing behind me take my place.. The sounds were in place so I asked Deedee, who was becoming coherent by this time, where the hooks she had spoken of were.“I’m not going to make anything permanent at this time but I think you could use some practice being punctured in preparation for your chute.”She told me they were in the chest in the other room.I looked in the next room and I saw several chests but one caught my eye. It was open and there were several lengths of sterile nylon line and several needles to go with them. I.