She turned slightly and cocked one leg. Then she turned away from him and looked at him over her shoulder.He couldn’t believe his good fortune. He w...lked closer to her and said “Hi. I hope you don’t mind. You are just so lovely that I couldn’t resist taking your picture.”She giggled a little and said “Not at all. I always wanted to be a model. How do you want me to pose?”He started to tell her different poses he wanted her to assume. He really had no idea what he was doing, he just knew he had. He stopped kissing her and pulled back scant centimeters so that he could speak. She looked into his eyes. Her lips were parted slightly, and she had suddenly become short of breath. "Jackie," he whispered, "Do you want to . . ." Yes, Robert," she interrupted him. "Fuck me."Robert's shock at hearing this from Jackie gave way to elation. Afraid to waste time, he pulled at the bottom of her shirt. Realizing he was having trouble, she sat up, gently pushing Robert up before her. When they were. You tell yourself that you’ve shaken the habit.Then, one night alone at home, you feel bored. A little frisky! Just like one drink can’t do any harm with an alcoholic, just dressing one more time to relieve the loneliness; the sexual tension built up over a few weeks of abstinence; and the boom, can’t hurt. Can it?You find yourself reliving that night. Aroused by the sexual intensity, the girlyness; the sissiness and the humiliation of it. And the intense and nauseating feeling of worthlessness. One night around 3 in the morning i woke up to a strange sound, nothing loud just some kind of rustling. i slowly opened my eyes and i could see lukas standing by my open door, he was looking at me sl**ping naked on the bed, he was masturbating! wow! i didn’t know what to do so i just laid there pretending to be asl**p. i always slept with the curtains open because i liked looking at all the city lights as i fell asl**p, so there was light coming in, it was dim but i was in full view and i.