In those awful weeks before and after Elmer died, I guess I was under so much stress that remembering to take my pill every morning was the lea...t of my worries. Several week-ends later, I had to tell Rick I was pregnant with his child. I think life begins at conception and to me, having an abortion would be the same thing as murder. Besides, I'd just lost a husband and couldn't face losing a child too, so when Rick asked if I was going to have one, I told him `no'.Rick. .?”“Yeah...” Smiles our guest, very pleasantly. “It’s like, he couldn’t have remembered me, he couldn’t have remembered a 2 minute conversation 16 years ago ... He couldn’t have recognized me ... So he must have been guided ... And who else would guide him? It must be Allah ... So I have to do it ... I have to show my dedication to Him.”“So you think this is actually God’s work?” Checks Renae.“I don’t know ... All I know is it feels like God’s work.” Shrugs our guest.“Do you think you’ll enjoy. Sorry for boring you folks for the long background. but this is how it started.We went to her place every weekend. Earlier we used to go as my wife liked it and later we started going as I liked to see her vulpoutous body. She liked me a lot and used to cook special dishes for me. I used to see her a sis-in-law only, just used to do some jokes but not much as she was 35-40 and I was around 27 yrs.Day by day my lust for her increased. On her birthday, I took her to the Lajpat nagar market and. " She nodded looking at me still being a good girl and not talking. That wouldn't last long, I knew. "Seung, I can't even tell you, but he is going to make us do something so shameful we can't ever tell anyone, not even Mother. That way we'll be too ashamed to tell about him." What Daddy?" her voice more puzzled than scared.His voice catching, he told her, "He is going to make you and I have sex first."She was so shocked she froze. "But Daddy..." I know sweetie. Let's just do this and get it.