I liked his thinking and decided that he was right. I didn't know what our future held, but I was going to spend everyday finding out. John and I show...red and dressed, then unpacked the car. John gave me the second bedroom, although he said I would never use it. It took us a couple of hours to get things put away. He flirted with me the whole time and made sexual comments. I enjoyed it. No one ever gave me as much attention as John had. I stood in the doorway of my new room and looked around. I. I passed numberous coffee shops & retail department stores that had bathrooms but I ignored them on purpose as my bladder filled up to the max. I'd try walking "normal" but I don't know how well that looked. When I was near the bursting point, i was still too chicken to pee my pants outside so I started heading back to the underground parking garage where I left my car. My heart was RACING, not only from the anticipation but from the effort of holding my pee & from the pressure in my bladder. I. I bought a ticket for both of us on the public ferry, which didn’t leave for another 45 minutes. There was nothing to do at the dock, nowhere even to wait. It was just a pier, and it was deserted except for a guy 100 years down the waterfront, passed out against the wall of an old warehouse. Khun walked up to him and shook his shoulder. He didn’t move, only snored. She kicked him and he grunted but didn’t wake. Khun handed me the video camera from her bag. “This will be good, film it,”. " Again, I'm really sorry," Jackie said. I could tell that she was, too.Jackie had always been the host that I disliked the most when I had achance to watch this show. She was often too pushy. I'd seen enough of theshow to realize that. "I know," I told her. "I'm sure that my reluctance to share informationwill make some people upset, and make other people want to learn theinformation even more. But I'm going to live my life my way. If that meanstrying to keep some secrets, then I will. I've.