"I think if the same thing had happened to me I'd be happy, at least."She glared up at me. "But it didn't happen to you. It happened to me. Most of...the time I think I'm better off being alive than dead. I've never been tempted to do what she did. That's not what the problem is. How do you think you'd cope if you had to learn how to be someone else, someone so different from what you are? Every time I look in the mirror, I see her, not me. Every time someone talks to me, they're really. I turned andheaded out the room and up the stairs. As I was going into the bathroom Iheard Sam calling up to me warning me not to get changed. I took a fewmoist toilet wipes and cleaned off the cum from inside the front of myskirt and my inner thighs and straightened my hair before heading into thebedroom. I got on the bed and lay back with my eyes closed trying to takeeverything in. When I awoke earlier that morning I had no idea thatanything like this would ever have happened. But deep down I. She got mad because I didn'tstart with her smile or how smart she is. So, I tried to cover up bysaying how I like that she's short, the way I am. That seemed to help.I even mentioned that I'm not a macho jerk and could care less aboutsports. But she still had a bug up her ass. I mean, she was still upsetwith me. So today she gave me this diary. Right away, I pointed outthat, on the front, it says Kitten's Diary and there's a picture of ababy cat, and the cat is pink. Come on. It's for a. .girls dress sexy and we head out on the town..liverpool is a good night out..we do lots of drinking and he gets very drunk and very lairy.. bumping into women on the dance floor and behaving like a tit..I have to have words with him on more than one occasion to save him getting a slapso it comes time to head back and we all pile back into her mams and open a few more beers...her fella is very pissed and being a complete twat...the conversation gets quite heated and he really upsets his girl at.