I was not super pleased about the situation but I hardly could tell her no. I figured I would stay with her until the real event kicked off then get a...ay as fast as possible.The rain outside should have told me that wouldn't be the case.I kept my back to the action as I maintained a tight hold on Renee's hand and whispered soothing words to her. I graciously declined when the doctor offered me the opportunity to cut the umbilical cord. But I gladly accepted the bloody bundle that was Renee's. The people-watchers in particular were having an outstanding day, as Rachel caused ever pair of eyes that landed on follow her every move.Rachel felt like an addict — she was craving sex in any and every conceivable form. She wanted to be touched, lusted after, kissed hard, but most of all she ached to be fucked. She was daydreaming of hot flesh against hers. Her conscious mind was still trying to deal with a whole new set of fantasies as well — she'd see a beautiful woman on the street and she. While there was Tantalus Oaks and Strangle vines all over. The moss clinging to the rocks was not the moving Killer Moss found at the shores of the big lakes.There wasn’t enough room for Stompers or Insectos and Water Snake roaming season was still a few months away.So he looked forward to a few hours of relaxing there before he would find his way to the Rocks and meet his friends.“Hello Roy!” A melodic female voice greeted him as walked around the last tree covered boulder to enter the little. In parting, I was not the least bit fair to her. I can still feel the pain that I caused her, and it gives me great pain as well. I now understand better why I made the choices that I did. I will never know whether there could have been a different way. I do know that after years of effort, the results are as I had hoped. Could I have done things differently? Perhaps. And maybe I would also somehow have emerged intact on the other side of the nightmare that I faced – different from today, but.