I can give you the security you seek only by taking away a great measure of control. There are only a few ways that I can do so that will not prevent ...ou from living and participating in society."Valerie said in a dreamy and dazed tone o voice, "What ways are those?" I cannot tell you before you consent. However, looking into your sub-mind, I perceive one manner which, while disruptive, you could adapt to and would not find objectionable."Valerie frowned. "It doesn't make sense to have less. Space suited figures on both sides of the bay made last minute checks of their equipment. Squad leaders passed thumbs up signals to their platoon leaders who passed them up to Captain LeBlanc. LeBlanc said "All go" into his mike, listened to the acknowledgement, then unhooked and carefully stowed the umbilical.The Shuttle rolled so that the cargo bay was aimed at the enemy vessel, then fired steering rockets that slowed its motion relative to the alien ship, while continuing to match its speed.. Finally the shuddering stopped and I lowered my feet back on to the bed. I listened to Clark and he was still snoring his deep pattern that tells he is out. When my feet hit the sheet, I just stopped moving my hand. I relaxed my left hand that I was working my clit with and just dropped it on the bed alongside of me.I slowly dropped my knees down until they laid flat on the bed. I still had that monster in me, so I still had my legs wide open. I laid there catching my breath and slowly coming. Bye." She put the phone down gently and sat down, thoughtful, her face suddenly radiant."He says it's all right. All right if I still want him!" She bent her head, weeping and I went to hold her. "It's all right Polly - just happy tears. Relief. I thought he'd left me for ever. Why didn't I trust him?"She sniffed a bit and then asked, "Could I have something to eat. I'm starving."She went to dress while I got her some food. She ate ravenously. I was careful to give only a little."You can have.