She stayed with me all evening, helped me with my first meal since waking and just made me happy to be with a friendly fa ... human being.After she le...t I slept fitfully waking screaming or crying several times reliving the attack.The next morning I was moved to a private room, the hospital couldn’t discharge me yet but I kept waking the other patients on the ward during the night.I was in the hospital for another month. It was sheer hell to start with, almost like trying to learn to walk. I decided to please him some more. ‘Sweetie, I want to change into something more appropriate for the water. Be right back. Can you take care of the boat yourself while I am gone?’ I teased. After leaving a bottle of sun-block lotion between the two aft deck chairs, I descended into the cabin with my bag. I undid my ponytail. I stripped off my sunglasses, T-shirt, skirt, and sneakers. In their place, I put on a bikini and heels. The bikini top consisted of two white diamond-shaped panels, each. It seemed that with every passing second I was becoming less and less of an individual, or even a person. I was no longer Nadine. I was simply…Yours.The elevator finally arrived – empty, of course – and You led me in, carefully bringing me around to face the front. I had a moment of panic when the elevator lurched into motion, nearly dislodging some of the items from my back. I had to quickly spread my arms and legs wide to steady myself, and fortunately nothing fell. I remained braced like. I whimper, but it doesn't seem to faze the women. When did she retrieve the whip? I can't remember hearing her go to get it."Shoplifting." This time it's Lady Lisa. "And when you had the money to buy the necklace too!" Another crack from Mistress Nikki. "When I shoplifted, it was because I didn't have any money. My husband wouldn't give me shit. Wouldn't let me work or do anything else for that matter without consulting him. Fuck, I had to get his permission if I wanted to eat or take a shit.