"For what?" he asked. "You didn't come, I could tell." I'm sorry, Edward. I didn't feel anything magical. I'm glad you enjoyedit." I totally failed yo..., didn't I?" he said gently.I admired how he was trying to make me feel better about what was reallymy failure. I loved girls, not boys. I would just have to tell him. Ihated to disappoint him, but he and I had no romantic future. Dressed orundressed, I was hetero."No, Edward. I failed you. I tried to be something I'm not. Maybe I'm amale lesbian. Darr ke maare kuch reaction nai di aur fir thodi Der baad chali gai ek thank u bolkeUske baad din se mai pure Josh mai the jab bhi Aunty ko dekh ta tha unse touch hone ki koshish karta thaEk din mai unke ghar gya tha to dekha Aunty ro rahi thi mai unke pass jaake baitha aur unko pucha ki Aunty kyun ro rahi ho to unhone kuch nhi bola kaafi der tak maine bahut force kiya tab unhone bola ki tu nai samjhega Maine bahut insist kiya tab unhone bola ki uncle ki koi dusri family bhi hai Aur iska pta. Please don’t lose yourself in guilt.” I gave her hand a squeeze and she looked at me. “It’s over. You stopped it.”“Oh, Will.”Our gazes locked. “Thank you, Will.” I gave her hand another squeeze. We stayed like that for several long seconds, then my mother leaned back in her chair and gathered herself together.“You really need to share this with Col?” I nodded.“And Frau Schmidt?”“Yes. If I tell Col, I will have to tell Mutti Frida?”A long pause.“You don’t need my permission, Will. This is about. I would do anything for him I love him with all my heart. During the movie I kept talking aloud and commenting on how stupid this was and how that was lame, so he bought me some popcorn and nachos to keep me content and quiet. When the movie was finally over, I started saying once again how stupid it was and what a waste of money that was to see. He was very quiet, on the drive home not saying much at all to me, I started talking about work and looked out the window, griping about annoying.