That appealed to my sensitivities.“Dove, it’s late enough that I don’t want to spend the time in preparing you for anal or fisting. I know you l...ke the symbolic submission and pain, so let’s do this. I’m going to put some clamps on your nipples, and twist and pull them.” She gave a little moan of anticipation. “Once your nipples are hard, I want you to give me that blowjob, and make a titjob part of the process. And when I climax in you, I want to kiss and hug and sleep sweetly embracing, with. . except ... I did laugh out loud. Mom even asked me what was funny ... and I'm writing this like a journal so I'm not on line.Retrospective means looking at the past ... my past. Introspective means looking inside yourself. I think I'm doing both.I met someone today.I need to look inside myself to see how I feel about that. I need to look back at the day and see why I feel different than this morning.I think I found a friend.He's older ... lots older.He came off the tour boat in a power chair. She smiled. And stood up. Without a word, in a quick second, her bra came off. I looked at her big solid boobs, round firm nipples, and stood there staring. And without another word, the black lace panties came off.Bridget took my hand, led me over to her bed, climbed up, and pulled me on top of her. And we were off. I didn't waste time. I was kissing on her, running my fingers all over her bigger body, between her legs, across her blonde/sandy pubic hair, and down her thighs.She was gasping,. The next day, I got a call from her husband who was in Dubai and he sent me a video clip of me entering her bathroom and beginning to jerk off while smelling her clothes. Then he called me back.“Interesting, huh?”“Chetta, I….”“If you know what it good for you, you will shut up and listen”, he said. I complied.“How would you like to have personal English tuitions, apart from the regular tuitions? Just you and Kalyani. No cost. In fact, she won’t charge you for the regular tuitions either..