Men who thought they'd gotten their lives straightened out in prison wanted to pick up those lives where they ought to be. A good wife and a stable ho...e. The problem was that no 'good' woman in her right mind would have anything to do with a newly released convict. More than half of us were going right back. The type of women who would take a risk on fresh ex-cons were exactly the sort that would help get us back inside quicker.I knew that among the problems I'd developed were intimacy issues.. "You asshole," she said and took a drink of the beer sitting next tothe bed."What's the big deal," I said with a laugh as I stood up and zipped upmy jeans, "I'm sure guys have cum in your mouth before." Not when I tell them not to," she shot back with a glare, quicklyputting her bra and sweater back on. The pretty necklace was hiddenagain. "Was it glowing?" I wondered, actually wishing I could see itlonger more than her beautiful breasts.I knew I should have just been happy she was willing to. She was nice and we seemed to have a lot in common. After all we both loved the same woman. That night, while we were watching TV, Renee got up and said she was taking a shower and going to bed. Lori and I stayed on the couch and talked for awhile. About an hour went by and we heard Renee ask, Are you guys coming to bed or do I take café, of myself? I stood and looked at Lori and held my hand out to help her up as I commented, Sounds like an invitation to me. When I entered the bedroom. I calmed her down a little, and assured her of her outstanding beauty and my love, and my sincere appreciation that she was willing to give this a try. And then the doorbell rang.Alfred was very impressed by the completeness of the equipment, and then we started trying out all the different stuff. Which of course meant, that he'd be in different stages of undress for an hour. But I couldn't help notice, that as Helen went in and out of the room, Alfred stopped dead in his tracks, his eyes.