' 'You hurt me. You hurt me. Why did you hit me?' I put my mouth to hers for a brush of a kiss. She managed to relax her mouth so...it wasn't half bad for her until I whispered in her ear. 'Because I can. Because I wanted to.' She snapped her mouth away. I took my briefs off and my prick was a ram-rod. She assumed I was going to mount her and fuck her next. I had better plans. I went to my rape kit instead. I selected out four, four. It was a definite turn-on. Then I caught myself. I was the girl turning me on. ME - now a young, sexy girl but with my male emotions still intact. I flung the door open to hide the image, but when I turned I found myself looking in the mirror on the vanity table."Shit," I swore. I picked up a towel and covered it so I wouldn't have to see the dazed look of the girl that I have become. I sat down on the bed and thought about what to do next."The first thing I need to do is get out of this damn. One day I was broke. I tried to get into the newer stuff but no one wanted a thirty plus guy.”“What about a regular job?”“No education, and a no one want’s to employee an ex-porn actor. Not a resume to be proud off. I did get some work, mostly fast food restaurants, bar tendering and such, but nothing that stuck.”“Still, you had income, no reason to end up on the streets.”“I know, but back then I did drink and that’s how I ended up like this. I used to clean myself up but over the years it has. “I’m really enjoying the sun.”“You look good out there, but I don’t see you with anyone,” he said.I looked past him to the shy guy who looked up to me a little. This other guy talking to me was a meat head, but him, the one in the back, he might just be worth meeting. “Don’t you guys like being in the sun?” I asked.“What?” the lead guy replied.“Oh, nothing, just you guys are all standing over here in the shade with your shirts on and it doesn’t look like you came to swim. That’s fine with me,.