He nodded. I paused briefly, then sighed and alsolooked out into the night. Moonlight lay in a silver haze over the dark grass.When I turned my head a...ain he was still looking at me, waiting. I sighed again."Now look at me, do I seem frightened?" He blinked briefly. "Hearing somethingis one thing, but having it being done to you is a whole different matter." NowI was able to smile, but it was rather a dry grin. "Well, yeah, of course, andyou are right when you tell me that I have no idea what. Every time I go, I must squat. This alone has helped to further change my mindset. I am constantly aware that I can no longer just “go at will” and always am aware of where the nearest bathroom is when I am on the road because I can’t just whip it out anymore.Secondly, I no longer get to touch myself for pleasure. At ALL. No masturbating for a LONG time! Any time I get an urge and the body reacts as a guy, it physically hurts. Does that mean that I no longer have sexual urges? Of course not!. " You've already told me a lot about them, and the things that happened to you before you moved out to Patler. I'd love to meet your family, but nothing I learn while I'm there will ever be able to change how I feel about you, or how much I love you." Easy for you to tell me that now. We come from different world's, Tina, And I've been trying to pretend I could fit into your world, just like you've been trying to fit into mine by living the way you do. Any time you felt like it, you could have. He understood what I was trying to do and so he held me there by my ass and gave a long kiss on my thighs. Then he started to open my legs slowly.I tried to resist for a while but I want to feel that kiss again. So I slowly opened my legs wider.Now, uncle sat comfortably between my legs. I was standing there with legs wide open and my ass was getting a sensual massage in my school uniform.(Even thinking of that now is making me leak!)This time, uncle slowly inserted his hand into my panties and.