I kiss your neck and shoulder more, feeling you back against my own breasts. I can feel my nipples pushing into your back as they get hard from the si...ht of your beautiful body. I close my eyes and use my sense of touch to feel all over your body, your chest, your left breast and then the right, your stomach and down your legs. I pause over your bellybutton before I go any farther. You lift one leg out of the water and rest it on the side of the tub. I take this as my queue. I move my palm over. “I find that most things aren’t what they seem.” Well, who knew what went on in very ordinary streets like these? For all I knew I might have arrived in Wife Swap Central.I took off my coat and waited. “A moment” wasn’t an exact description; I waited for more like five minutes. But then I heard her voice. “You can come in now, Teach. I’m ready for my exam!”The room I entered was completely different to the hallway, very tastefully decorated, with corner lamps providing all the light I needed to. We moved to his hometown where he went into the family business.We had our own apartment but every Sunday it was dinner at his family's and this is where his true colors came out. I had never heard him say a bad word about any other race before this.The longer I was with him I started to realize during college we never went anywhere that minorities were and if he noticed one we would immediately leave. The racist remarks were not left at home and he took every opportunity to insult others in. You are the woman I trust most in the world and you are the woman I missed most when I was away."It was Denae who I still believed that I loved. These past months, I have come to realize that you were always the one closest to my heart, the first person I thought of when in times of trouble or times of happiness. My heart leapt when you announced that you would accompany me wherever I went. It was while I was away that I realized that I wished Denae acted and thought as you do. It saddened to.