She didn't want to be caught with her heartthrob in a compromising position. Her teddy bear was in the middle of her pink and white bed flanked by two...silly dragons from some boring movie with a name she couldn't even remember."I see you looking at me, Mister Teddy. I know we have been very close but I am getting more grown-up now and I need to move on. I promise I will still tuck you in at night when I need someone to cuddle."Slowly she undressed in front of the full length mirror. She was. I sighed as I felt the weight of my indecision and confusion settle over me like a wet blanket.“I wish I could say yes and ignore the fact that I love my husband, despite what you may think. I also wish I could say no and be faithful to my vows and not feel like shit for being unfaithful. I wish it didn't matter what I did, but it does and not just to me. Kat... I just don't know the answer.”Everything I had just said seemed to slowly filter through to Kat. I could see it in her eyes as clearly. The other 'interns, ' who had kept their mouths shut all night while doing deliveries, nodded as Marta posed the question."You got it," said Randall in answer to Marta's insightful comment. "The 'normal' bunch is not 'read in, ' as they say in the CIA, on the 'special' delivery program."Once in a while, one of them will ask about the extra security stuff we stock inside the delivery vehicles, but we just tell them that we do that to give them the assurance that they can deliver anywhere in town. As we pulled away she looked into my eyes and suddenly leanedforward and kissed me on the lips. It wasn't a passionate kiss, itwasn't even really romantic, but it was intimate."I really needed to hear that. Thank you." I should have made that clear earlier. I have been a little self-obsessed. I am sorry." Well you did tell me that crossdressers are basically teenage girls, andteenage girls are definitely self-obsessed, so you basically did tellme." She smiled and then we both laughed.We.