Again, she felt the warm glow of love inside the center of the diamond of pleasure. She felt loved, she felt love, she was love and joy and fucking ec...tacy! She threw her head back and screamed out a “YESSSSSS!” as the sensations reached climax, then higher, then higher yet. She felt like the pleasure lightning bolts flew through the top of her head and out into the universe. It felt for an eternal moment that they took her with them, that the star and firework-filled universe was everywhere,. I decided to find out and went and sat next to him on the bed.I explained that I might go and catch some shuteye as I wasn't getting much sleep at night as it was quite noisy. He started to go red and tried to apologise, but I held a finger to his mouth and said it wasn't the noise that he and my sister were making, but the bar up the road. This only made him go even redder and I started to giggle at him. He seemed extremely uncomfortable so I decided to have a bit of fun with him.I stood up. “Here you go,” she said, turning with a glass in her hand. I quickly averted my eyes from her bottom and pretended to be interested in the detail of the ceramic back-splash above the counter. I was sure that she’d caught me, but she didn’t give any indication that she had, so I just played it cool. I promised myself to be more self-disciplined in the future. She was married, and nothing was going to happen, so why torture myself? I finished the drink quickly while we made small talk, and then. Titusseemed very happy to have a sister and not a wimpy little brother that hehad been so ashamed of. I learned to play my part as a loving daughter ofthe family. Everyone else seemed much happier with my new role. Exceptfor one precious thing, all trace of my former self had essentially beentaken away from me. Deep down somewhere in my psyche it's existencecontinued to give me hope of a return to manhood.Then came the fateful day of my surgery. I no longer had a penis. One dayI had it and the.