I've been doing that since approximately two weeks straight now and I definitely started to feel it bad. Hard work never was a problem for me because ...f you don't work hard you don't earn all that wonderful green.I usually had lunch in my office or skipped it entirely, but today I just needed an actual break from all that paperwork. Sitting in the cafeteria by myself, I thought about how badly I needed to unload my gun and that I needed to go to a bar or somewhere else to pick up a girl.. It would seem to anyone she would be very happily married. But like my marriage it seem the passion in their marriage has also dry up. From what she had told me the only reason she stay with ass was because of kids. Which is honorable if you ask me. But just as us male woman have their needs and won’t hesitate seeking an release.Nena and I chat on line all the time. And we talk all the time about the possibility of us hooking up. But once again the distances issue is still a factor and the fact. "He also gave me a sailboat," I said as Charlotte was still trying to absorb Lew's generosity."A sailboat, too?" she asked with another look of amazement."A thirty-two foot sloop," I nodded. "Right now it's out of the water at Campbell River getting the hull painted, the brightwork refinished, and some maintenance on the engine and electronics. It's a lovely thing, but I haven't been using it as much as I'd like to." Why not?" she asked."A couple of reasons. No one to sail with on a regular. For me to be hers, kind of how you want me to be yours. Not having birth control was a fortunate thing. It kept me from making a huge mistake. I told her that, too.”“You refused? And?”“And I told her I loved you. And that while I could date her, I could not be exclusive with her. And that if she couldn’t accept me on those terms, then I wasn’t going to get into a physical relationship with her no matter how much she begged me to.”“What did she say?”“We talked a long time. In the end, she had to.