He phoned for a chat and suggested they meet up at a well known park in her town that afternoon as it was public and a lovely sunny day. Asking to mee... him in cafe opposite the main gates he added that as a favour to him – and a big help to her - could she wear what he called a wide skirt and no panties. She thought it cheeky but was curious. ‘Hello Joan’, said Simon who he thought was a good looking 56 with greying hair and smartly dressed. After collecting two very large coffees, he sat down. For a very long time.? She said. Then added hopefully. ??but we?ll be together.? Randy smiled at her. It was a smile that broke her heart. She felt she understood his apprehension. ?There?s time... You don?t have to do this right away. You can think it over.? She was stalling for time now and she knew it. She was sowing the seeds of doubt just as her mother had. Giving him an out without walking out. She knew that she couldn?t do this. If he had doubt then she should let him go and be happy. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't force myself to open that door. I tried to yell for help but all that came out of my mouth was a tiny peep. For several seconds I stood there frozen like a statue until, just as suddenly as I had found myself frozen, I found that I was now able to move. Unfortunately I was not moving in the direction I had intended and found myself walking back through the dining room into the center of the living room. It was like my body was now under someone else's. It was a long two hours, but somehow Jerry survived. He went back to work hoping to continue his conversation with Karen. But he couldn’t find her. He looked all over the sales floor but she was no where in sight. When Jerry’s shift was over, he went back to the office and found a note in his mailbox from Karen saying that she went home early but she would see him later. He put the note in his pocket and went back home. For the rest of the week, Karen and Jerry flirted as usual. It wasn’t as.