I opened my mouth and let go. "I enjoy exploring my feminine side. Dressing has always been a quiet desire with me but I wish to spend a full day bein... dressed and treated like a desirable woman."There, I had said it. I expected to be slapped in the face but Sue looked at me and just smiled. "Be over the house tomorrow morning at 10."I couldn't believe my ears! I went inside and tried somehow to get through the rest of the day.I didn't sleep much, thinking about tomorrow. I almost jumped off. I didn't anticipate any difficulties dealing with this at all.It was delicious but I kept an eye on those around me to make sure I didn't make any gaffs whilst eating it. I was surprised when Ana and then Rosa dunked their bread in the liquid and was happy to follow suite, dunking was something that mum frowned upon but that might have been because of dad's tendency to drip soup over the tablecloth and his shirts.Ana jumped up to help Rosa clear the empty bowls away leaving Kirsty and I sat. I told you that it was good enough for you to date others then I would too and you stormed out of the house." I didn't mean it Rob. You should have known that." Don't give me that bullshit Laura. You were already out with that clown I saw you with last Thursday." I was not out with him Rob. I went to that party alone and he just happened to be there." Sure Laura, whatever you say. It doesn't matter any way. I'm starting to hear all kinds of things about you and the things you have done. Things. ...?He didn?t laugh. ?That?s not what I meant. I meant that I wonder whythis happened. Did I make this happen??I rested my hands on my belly; it soothed me. ?How could you have madethis happen???I mean, like was there something wrong with me as a woman that made thishappen? Like the universe made this happen because I was, I don?t know,defective or something as a woman.?I put my hands on his thighs and pushed myself up. I turned and lookedat him. ?You were not defective as a woman. You.