Apparently , somethings hadn't changed all that much from when I was in school.There were several cliques, most notably the group that Allison and her...riends belonged to, which mostly centered on the drama club. Allison'smain rival for Valedictorian was the stereotypical queen bee of theschool - Head cheerleader, student president, and all-around snob, atleast as far as Lisa and Nicky were concerned.Not only that, she was apparently spreading some stories around theschool about what happened. Really." I look a the two of them in confusion, they are shaking their heads in disbelief at me."I swear, I did not tell any of them to come here." Oh wait I did tell King Louie to send us the Odd Couple. "Well maybe some diplomat types." I counter.Nimrod starts his dry laugh at me. "You are not safe." It can not be that bad." I say feeling put out now that they are teasing me. Saul gently takes my hand and rubs it. "Not bad love, just not what is expected." He points to the table and gestures. It was something someone took off of me either by force or because they had something I wanted. Every stepdad, every Uncle, every male teacher, every brother or cousin, was a possible candidate to use me. I grew up thinking sex was a tool and not a vehicle for pleasure. I had to unlearn that attitude and become a three-hole whore. Sex is a daily thing for me now. Cock, cunt, or ass, I don’t care what someone has between their legs. I’ll suck it or let them stick it in me. Your Father allows me. Biztos vagyok benne, hogy nem nyitottam ki, annál jobban félek, minthogy nyitott ablak mellett aludjak. Kutakodni kezdtem az éjjeliszekrényemen, a kislámpa kapcsolója után. Amikor végre egy kis fény világította meg a szobám, majdnem felsikítottam. A kezemet a szám elé téve meredtem a szobám sarkában álló személyre.- Ben – suttogtam a tenyerembe.- Ne sikíts, kérlek – emelte fel a kezeit, mire én leengedtem a sajátomat. Körbe néztem, hogy valóban a saját szobámba vagyok e, és nem lett belőlem.