Let's get your bag and take itupstairs."*****Connie insisted on handling Tyler's bag for him - trying to take on themore masculine side of the relatio...ship, Tyler gathered, what withwanting to pick him up for their dinner-and-a-show date later tonight,and now doing all the heavy lifting as well. Tyler wondered if she'dsoon be pulling out chairs for him, putting her coat over puddles forhim, opening car doors for him... not that there were any cars here onSaturn Beta.They eventually arrived at. She got up off of the couch, headed to the bathroom, and then to her bedroom. She was gone for a few minutes, but when she came back she was just wearing her Jets jersey (and it was pretty clear there was nothing underneath), and carrying what looked like a big massager (which I now know to be a hitachi magic wand). She folded the futon couch down flat, stripped off her jersey, plugged in the massager, and lay down. At first she seemed kind of nervous, but she turned on the vibrator and put the. "The semi annual Splurge is coming up before the end of the month and you'd have the money in time to pay the rent." What the fuck? You've got to be fucking kidding me. The Splurge? No fucking way. You know I'm a virgin. I would never do that; even if I end up on the streets it would be better than being a participant. I know the deal with your roommates at your place, so I won't even ask. I'll figure it out." No, it will be okay babe. I promise you. You can do this. You won't have to have sex.. When he died, I wanted so bad to just take you to my bedroom and strip you down and fuck your brains out, but with others around, I never could get you alone to tell you that I wanted you to meet me in my bedroom when everyone was asleep each night, and then too, I was afraid that you wouldn't want to have sex with me, and with the old bed squeeking the way it did when I would move or any one would move on it, I was afraid someone would hear us and find us in some heated sex, that would haunt.